strange thoughts almost always start pouring in at night. tonight is just plain weird! One moment I'm very very very sure of what I'm doing and what I'm going to do and the next moment I feel like I have no clue.

I am a person of plans. I function best when I have a task list or plans and I always have plan A, B, C and all the way to Z. seriously, I'm not joking.

but this time it's different. I have one plan.. One plan that I'm very sure will work because if it didn't I'll have nothing else to do. and it's literally freaking me out :)

but I have faith. It will work. It will.

and when it does, I will be the happiest person alive :) because just thinking about it make me smile and brightens my whole day.