strange thoughts almost always start pouring in at night. tonight is just plain weird! One moment I'm very very very sure of what I'm doing and what I'm going to do and the next moment I feel like I have no clue.

I am a person of plans. I function best when I have a task list or plans and I always have plan A, B, C and all the way to Z. seriously, I'm not joking.

but this time it's different. I have one plan.. One plan that I'm very sure will work because if it didn't I'll have nothing else to do. and it's literally freaking me out :)

but I have faith. It will work. It will.

and when it does, I will be the happiest person alive :) because just thinking about it make me smile and brightens my whole day.

اهدنا الصراط المستقيم

احتليت مساحة من كتابي عندما كنت هنا في هذه الدنيا تعيش بيننا

و عندما رحلت من عالمنا، رحلت كتاباتي معك

لا املك الا ان ادعو لك في كل صلاة أن ترحمه يا الله و تغفر له. فقد كان يملك روحا جميلة ضلت الطريق

و ادعو لمن ذكرني بك بأن لا تكون نهايته كنهايتك

فهو أيضا، يملك روحا جميلة ضلت الطريق

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كثيرنا يحمل أرواحا جميلة ضلت طريقها و تاهت

أن تهدنا الصراط المستقيم يا الله هو كل ما ندعو له

2011 is the year of lovely surprises :)

You are the best thing.

please let this month pass.

تخيل..

Sometimes I miss some people

and sometimes I forget they ever existed.

I missed you today.